[ I D o n ' t K n o w Y o u A n y m o r e ]

Why do I feel nothing when I know you are coming back? Where was the anticipation I used to have whenever I know you will be back soon? I used to admire you so much and wanted to be just like you. You are my role model, you are my goal, you are my light, you are my... hmm.. How I wished you are back to who you were. Why did you change because of her? Why did you become like this? Where was your passion? Where was the caring you? I don't know you anymore, I'm scared that I might lose you.. You care only about her, what about us? You don't want us anymore? I know you have your life, but recently your words just made me worried.. You never said something like that to me. Why did you said so now? Is it because of her? You're not you anymore after you know her.. At least you are not the one I know since I was small back then.. Please come back.. Please..

[ A s T i m e P a s s e s B y ]

I'm feeling very lost, I don't know what is the aim of my life. I try to be optimistic almost about everything but the depression within me just won't fade away. Who can light my way? I wasted my youth just like that. I didn't achieve anything.. I didn't plan for my future life.. What am I going to be in ten years time? Who am I in ten years time? As time passes by, I can only feel my life is shorten.. I can only feel that time is just not enough..

[ E c l i p s e ]

I don't want to see you feeling blue

I don't want to see your light is gone

[ I t H a s T o B e Y o u ]

Today, i wander in my memory

I’m pasing around on the end of this way

You’re still holding me tightly, even though i can’t see you any more

I’m losing my way again

I’m praying to the sky i want see you and hold you more

that i want to see you and hold you more

It can’t be if it’s not you

i can’t be without you

it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this

it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts

yes because i’m just in love with you

i cannot send you away one more time

i can’t live without you

it can’t be if it’s not you

i can’t be without you

it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this

it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts

yes because i’m just in love with you

my bruised heart

is screaming to me to find you

where are you?

can’t you hear my voice?

to me…

if i live my life again

if i’m born over and over again

i can’t live without you for a day

You’re the one i will keep

you’re the one i will love

i’m…yes because i’m happy enough if i could be with you

[ 还 好 ]

虽然姐不在身边但生活还过得去啦! 一直依赖她也不行呵~ 哈哈..已经二十岁了... 要独立了啦! >< 但是希望她不要丢下我不管哦~ xD

Hmm..还记得以前哥要去国外工作的时候,我还会因他而流下想思之泪..虽然姐的goodbye hug有一点让我觉得伤感..但是我没有哭..我就一直告诉自己她会回来的啦! 就微笑的看着她上飞机了~hehe.. 突然觉得我也很想像姐一样出国体会一下不同的世界..xD 说就容易啦! 哈哈.. 我知道我没有勇气也不能离开家人半步的~ 哈哈 想想就算了.. 希望以后会和我的亲人一起去韩国吧..那是我暂时最大的心愿!!! xD

姐!我没有很dramatic的哭哦~有点后悔tiam..哈哈..一定要表扬一下你有多好的嘛~让你的朋友知道一下!!! xD

[ 心声 ]

So close

So close

And still so far

[ 原 来 他 不 帅 ]

我怎么都没想到原来每个人帅的定义和价值观都不一样，他在别人眼中显得不帅但是的确是吸引到我看他．．可能是时候看看别的人人都赞同的美男了．．希望能遇见吧．．哈哈．．看下也好嘛~xD

[ 我 只是 陌生 人]

我明白

我了解

我懂得

我记得

请上帝

让我忘了吧

谢谢 =]

不要让我想起不想想起的事..