[ 一 个 字... 烦 ! ]

我现在真的是

超级 烦~!

为钱 烦

为学业 烦

为朋友 烦

终止就是 烦!!!

为什么就是不能体谅?

为什么就是不能礼让?

为什么就是不能忍耐?

为什么我的世界那么 烦 呵!!!

烦 死 啦 !

[ T e l e v i s i o n B r e a k D o w n ]

Arhhh!!! My beautiful tv sudah rosak.. Pity me can't watch Pops In Seoul + Two Days and One Night~! Arghh...

[ K e r a n g & L a l a ]

Shit! Stupid Fried Kerang and Lala made my stomach so upset.. Ishh..

[ W o r r y ]

Sigh, I'm really worried.. My brother went to see a fortune teller, he asked about our family members.. Regarding our health and all.. Some matter he talked about is really making me feeling uneasy and worried.. The fortune teller told my brother that there might be someone in my family will get mental problem.. My brother said the person who might get this problem is my younger sister Phoey Fang.. The fortune teller said my younger sister love to compete with others and this might cause her to face this kind of problem.. On the other hand, I am really worried that the one who might get mental problem will be me.. It is because I feel that I'm getting a little bit psycho and sometimes even will talk to myself.. There were times where I felt that I lived in my own world and I also imagined some stuff that definitely will not going to happen.. I am also a person who sometimes will try to compete with others.. Sometimes I also will be bothered by something that doesn't really matters! Just some small things, but it will bother me very much that I need to re-think again and again.. I am also being way too emotional.. I am really worried that I might be the one who is going to get mental problem..

[ C o n f u s i o n ]

Sometimes really don't understand why God bestow each and every human such different personality or attitude. Some people is just borned to be loved and some is just borned to be hate, wasn't it would be fair if every individual was given the same thing? Sigh, does God create people to love each other or to hate each other or to just use each other as a tool to get what we want. I once heard from a person that Friends are only tools to get something we want and after that Friend is of no use, we will forget about him or her bak kata pepatah kacang lupakan kulit. He or she told me its just what life is meant to be, the World is just a stage with characters using each other to gain benefits for themselves. After listening, I'm quite confused.. Am I supposed to be treat friends as Friends as in we can talk to them just about anything without the fear of them betraying us? Can we really tell them secrets? Or as what he or she said, we should just treat them as tools as they would also treat us the same way. We just pay back what he or she did to us. Sigh.. I don't know ah! How? Should I have faith? If I did, am I being stupid?

[ I H o p e ]

My sister helped me found a job.

I worked as some sort of assistant, reminder or maybe just helping with some documentation and filing.

It is a quite easy job, the salary is RM 300 per month

I only need to go to the office once a week to hand in stuff that I've done

The other days, I only need to stay at home and remind my boss about his client's stuff

Its really easy, flexible and convenient

I started working the day after my final exam

I met him for the first time too

He gave me some task and I'd completed it

At the end of the week, I met him at the office and he gave me work to do

I finished it and he gave me more for me to complete it at home

Today, I went to the office and hand in work that I've done

My sister was with me

After a few hours, my boss asked my sister to follow him to next door

I didn't feel anything as I was doing my work

Suddenly, my sister asked me to follow her

My boss kept saying unecessary things about my school time and all sorts of thing

My sister cut his 'crap'

She just asked him to get to the main point

My boss can't seem to spit out the thing he was gonna say

So, my sis told me that this might be the last day I work there due to my :

1. University Schedule

2. Transportation (My sister)

3. Amount of salary

4. Insufficient tasks (Doesn't worth the price)

At first, I thought that it was my fault

In my mind, I think that it must be something I've done that is so wrong that I got fired

After knowing the reasons, I felt relieved because my sister told me that it's not my fault

Its because of the above reasons

At that moment, I was relieved

Despite knowing that its not my fault at all,

I still remember few days back, I told my sister that I don't really like this job

Its because I need to sit all day in front of the computer and do the job that was given

If I can choose, I would rather stand and sell clothes

I really felt grateful to my sister for helping me find such a great job

I'm really grateful

Thank you so much my sister

Sometimes I felt that I've began to be lazy

I don't want to work and just want to stay at home

I've begin to feel that I'm being useless

Sigh..

I should take my brother as a role model

I Hope

I can be as determined and as hardworking as him

He spends all of his youth and time to gain money just to support our family financially

Not just financially but he also gave us much love and moral support

I Hope

I will be like him, maybe not now but perhaps in the future

My sister told my brother that I got 'fired' in the afternoon,

while I just told him that I was working together with sister in the morning

When he knew about the news, he quickly sent me a message asking if I'm okay

He even told me not to rush to search for jobs when he himself was working hard

Just to support us

I'm really sorry brother, I really let you down

I'm not being enthusiastic

How can I feel happy when I was told that this was my last day?

I'm a total freak I guessed, I smiled broadly when my boss and sister told me the matter

Maybe it's really because I don't like the job

Well, I guessed that I will find a better job

Maybe not better but a job that I'll be happy to work on it

Actually when my boss gave me the wages today (RM 150 for two weeks)

I felt some sort of guilt because I didn't really helped him much

I just helped with reminding him about some stuff and some documentation

I'm really sorry boss, I guessed you did not fully utilized me

At the end of the day, he shook hand with me and told me that he wished to work again with me

=.=

Its okay to work for him but the work is really quite boring

Well, if we really have the chance to work again

You can fully utilized me then

If and only if though

><

I'm honored to be your employee, that's true =]

I Hope

I can be as determined as the previous me

Brother! You must be happy and get over the obstacles

I promised that you will be proud of me as I will take care of you in the very future

I Hope I can though ><

I will be full of enthusiasm after this incident!

I will find money $$$$

My mind will be family, studies & money!

[ H a p p y B i r t h d a y B r o t h e r ! ]

Seng-il Chukahamnida !

Seng-il Chukahamnida ~

Salang hae Oppa yah ~!

Seng-il Chukahamnida~!

=)

Happy Birthday Bro !

Brother with the cheese~ cake bought by Melvin & Phoey Mun Sis

Brother & Pann Sis [ GF ]

Mom & Dad [ Peace ! ]

Phoey Mun Sis & Melvin Gor~xD

Phoey Fang & Phoey Khee... Teehee

Blowing Candles~ HooOOo...

Whole Family Take Photos Together Wei~

[ Phoey Ling Sis is represented by her two sons ! 因 为 她 在 喂 乃 ! xD ]

Photos with the Birthday Boy ! Tadaa~ xD

Brother & Pann Sis

Brother & Phoey Mun Sis

Brother & PK [ Me ]

Brother & Phoey Fang

Brother & Long Yi [ Phoey Ling Sis's Son ]

Random Photos of Those Who Attend !

Long Shen & Long Yi [ Peace ! xD]

Another Shot of them ! [ Best Bros Forever ! ]

Melvin + Long Shen + Long Yi

Another Shot of Phoey Fang before back home ~ xD

背影杀手 !

Gor gor ! Want take the cake together? Teehee~ Or leave it to us? >.<

PF : Go loh go loh ! Don't talk loh ! xD

PF : Aiya ! I go lah.. Wanna get home fast ! Bye bye bye bye ~ xD

-THE END-

[ P/S : Really sayang that Phoey Ling Sis didn't managed to take photos with us.. Next time must treasure time and take 'banyak banyak' ! I want our whole family take one Whole Family Photo ! Father + Mother + Brother + Sisters 全家副! ] xD