[ Banana Junk ]

[ 矛盾 ]

2011-08-22T01:01:00.002+08:00

我真的是一个很奇怪的人，我明明可以很开心的　但是　我总觉得空虚，悲哀，寂寞．．每当我有这些感觉的时候，我就会很愤怒　就好象全世界的人都得罪了我．．变得不可理喻，横行霸道．．我有时候觉得我真的或许有问题．．但是又好象没有事．．这是正常的吗？我好矛盾．．真的很矛盾．．为何会这样呢？

[ P r o v o k e d ! ]

2010-12-20T16:24:00.002+08:00

Another shit thing had happened to me earlier! Someone just said something and it made me think of all negative things.. Its not her fault, but her words remind me of something I had been thinking previously.. I gave myself a reason to not feeling the way I used to feel.. and it did help.. I didn't think about that negative thing already.. but when this person repeat the things I used to think.. I felt provoked and started to think whether my previous thoughts are real or am I thinking too much.. in any way, I just felt provoked and i really hold grudge towards the related people but not the person who said the 'sentence'! Stupid! =.=

[ U n b e a r a b l e A t m o s p h e r e ]

2010-12-15T15:48:00.003+08:00

What's more shit than feeling awkward all the time.. These two months are like hell to me.. I hate being in a new environment.. I'm totally reluctant to anything new! I know I got to face it eventually, but I don't want to have this feeling especially when I'm only in my twenties! My workplace is not cool at all.. The people are freaks, well maybe they thought I were one too.. I'm going for the happy go lucky type of girl but I totally can't do it in this kind of atmosphere.. Why? Because I'm invisible here! Why? Because people never noticed I existed? Why? Because they think I'm deaf! Arghh.. I hope everyhting ends sooner than soon! Wish granted? Santa! I hate the skinny frog-like creature around me!

The Memory_Park Yong Ha

2010-10-14T17:46:00.001+08:00

Album The Memory - Park Yong Ha | ilovekpop | Nghe - tải - chia sẻ nhạc | Zing Mp3

In loving memory Park Yong Ha.. I dreamed of him yesterday night, although I don't even know his real name when I first watch his drama yet I feel sorrowful when I saw the news of him leaving this world. I don't know why I dreamed of him and I'm not really a hard die fan of him but I guessed I must say that I miss him after his absence. As I'm listening to his songs, my heart feels heavy, a feeling of hard to let go. I'm afraid of this feeling, if God allows.. I wish the people I love never leaves me and I will never leave them. I want us to stay together, I want us to be happy and live together although its difficult physically but at least please let our heart stays together let me feel the presence of all the one I loved and loves.

[ 我爱我的名字 ]

2010-09-25T23:59:00.002+08:00

虽然我的名字在别人眼中很奇怪但是我很喜欢! 因为它很特别~ 世界上应该没有人有我的名字吧.. 我的华语名字很普通.. 但是我的英文名却是独一无二的~ 虽然很多人都叫错我的名.. 可是没关系啦.. 特别就好.. xD I'm actually proud of my name.. =D No matter what others said..

[ T h a t F e e l i n g ]

2010-09-06T22:42:00.002+08:00

Today, it seems like my 'old friend' had come to visit me after a rather long time.. Not really a 'friend' I welcomed but it just appear to be with me as it always do.. especially whenever someone around me seems to be more distant from me.. I never forget that feeling.. the feeling of emptiness.. Although I do feel scared sometimes, but I learnt to let it go I guessed.. I tend to enclose it in my heart in the past but I found out that letting it go may be a wiser choice to make.. I really wishes you happily ever after.. Sincerely from me.. I wish only the best for you.. =)

[ 永远的第一天 ]

2010-09-05T19:19:00.003+08:00

深夜

Deep in the night

机场冷清

Emptiness fills the airport
好安静

Silence in the air
我终于看见了你

Finally, I get to see you
穿着风衣提着行李听着md 走来走去

You, who were wearing long coat, carrying luggage, listening to MD.. While you were walking around
回忆

Memories
钻进心里

Deep inside my heart
全是你

Is all you
我走过去抱紧你

I came to you and hugged you dearly
你的声音你的芙容你的泪滴回到我怀里

Your voice, your smile, your tears are in my embracement again
你答应我今天飞来

You promised me to fly here
带着你迟来的真爱

Bringing along your late but true love
就飞过大海

Across the great ocean
带爱情回来

Bringing back the love
今天看见

Today I see
永远的第一天

The eternal first day
终于实现

At last realized
我和你的诺言

The promise between you and me
时间将一切拉远

Time had distant everything
爱在心里

Love in the heart
没有改变

Never changes
今天看见

Today, I saw
爱飞过地平线

Love fly across the horizon

让我说完

Allow me to finish
我对你的誓言

My promise to you
这是另一个起点

This is another beginning
我一定爱你到永远

I will love you till eternity

(ooh今天看见爱的第一天)

回忆

Memories
钻进心里

Deep inside my heart
全是你

All is you
我走过去抱紧你

I came to you and hugged you dearly
你的声音

Your voice
你的笑容

Your smile
你的泪滴

Your tears
回到我怀里

Return to my embracement
你答应我今天飞来

You promised to fly by today

我要在这一杪中说i love you…wu baby

From this second onward, I want say that I love you.. Baby
说永远不分开

Tell you that we will never be apart for eternity

[ 时间会带走一些回忆 ]

2010-09-03T13:33:00.002+08:00

随着时间的流失, 我们会发现其实很多东西和回忆都会被遗忘.. 它们还存在可是已经被锁在内心的深处.. 可能某时候它们会被想起但是已经很模糊了.. 除非印象很深刻,否则都会想不起某些细节.. 然而有时侯那些细节往往是整个事情的快乐来源.. 我没能说在我内心深处的回忆是什么.. 我只希望在我脑海里, 在我心里的画面都是美好的.. 不开心的就让它被遗忘吧.. 可是我们并不能忘记我们学过的教训和悲伤的根源.. 我们要学会从过错而反省, 那才是对的想法..

Let by gones be by gones,

Let blissful memories be remembered and let sorrowful experiences be forgotten.

[ 你不知道的事 _ 王力宏 ]

2010-08-18T12:26:00.002+08:00

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行

夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地

我飞行但你坠落之际

很靠近还听见呼吸

对不起我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨

碎了满地在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心

盘旋在你看不见的高空里

多的是你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行

夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地

我飞行但你坠落之际

很靠近还听见呼吸

对不起我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨

碎了满地在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心

盘旋在你看不见的高空里

多的是你不知道的事

我飞行但你坠落之际

你不知道我为什么离开你

我坚持不能说放任你哭泣

你的泪滴像倾盆大雨

碎了满地在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心

盘旋在你看不见的高空里

多的是你不知道的事

[ 以前的我 ]

2010-08-09T17:51:00.002+08:00

哈哈... 看到以前我写的东西真的很好笑.. 不愧是无知的我呵~ 也发现原来我也暗恋过许多人,可是都没办法告白... 真是有点笨的啦.. 除非我疯了或是不懂受到什么澈激.. 不然永远都不可能会有勇气的啦~! xD

[ 希望不会死掉 ]

2010-08-03T20:47:00.002+08:00

BRM 已经告一段落了... 希望不会拿到非常差的成绩吧~ 要读书了, 考试日期快到了.. 大家加油吧!!! xD

[ 静静的 ]

2010-07-23T13:21:00.002+08:00

独自坐在一个没有人的教室, 开着电脑, 在面书里发泄了我的冤气... 发现我又回到了以前的我... 总是想不开的我... 总是喜欢哀怨的我... 总是喜欢发脾气的我... 让所有人都不开心... 有人被我气得说不出话... 有人左右为难.. 有人不知所错... 最糟糕的是我对妈的语气不好... 多希望问题会自己解决掉, 不用烦到人...

[ D e s p i c a b l e ! ]

2010-07-15T15:55:00.004+08:00

Mahkluk yang binasa menjadi sebab untuk semua perkara dashyat yang berlaku di sekeliling saya!

You are nothing but a villain that I wish to eliminate!

[ A n n o u n c e m e n t 2 ]

2010-07-11T23:54:00.001+08:00

I'm officially 20 years old~!!!

Happy birthday kpk.. haha..

[ A n n o u n c e m e n t ]

2010-07-07T18:56:00.001+08:00

I officially lost someone!

[ I D o n ' t K n o w Y o u A n y m o r e ]

2010-06-29T01:42:00.003+08:00

Why do I feel nothing when I know you are coming back? Where was the anticipation I used to have whenever I know you will be back soon? I used to admire you so much and wanted to be just like you. You are my role model, you are my goal, you are my light, you are my... hmm.. How I wished you are back to who you were. Why did you change because of her? Why did you become like this? Where was your passion? Where was the caring you? I don't know you anymore, I'm scared that I might lose you.. You care only about her, what about us? You don't want us anymore? I know you have your life, but recently your words just made me worried.. You never said something like that to me. Why did you said so now? Is it because of her? You're not you anymore after you know her.. At least you are not the one I know since I was small back then.. Please come back.. Please..

[ A s T i m e P a s s e s B y ]

2010-06-25T00:22:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling very lost, I don't know what is the aim of my life. I try to be optimistic almost about everything but the depression within me just won't fade away. Who can light my way? I wasted my youth just like that. I didn't achieve anything.. I didn't plan for my future life.. What am I going to be in ten years time? Who am I in ten years time? As time passes by, I can only feel my life is shorten.. I can only feel that time is just not enough..

[ E c l i p s e ]

2010-06-23T13:55:00.001+08:00

I don't want to see you feeling blue

I don't want to see your light is gone

[ I t H a s T o B e Y o u ]

2010-06-17T23:26:00.001+08:00

Today, i wander in my memory

I’m pasing around on the end of this way

You’re still holding me tightly, even though i can’t see you any more

I’m losing my way again

I’m praying to the sky i want see you and hold you more

that i want to see you and hold you more

It can’t be if it’s not you

i can’t be without you

it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this

it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts

yes because i’m just in love with you

i cannot send you away one more time

i can’t live without you

it can’t be if it’s not you

i can’t be without you

it’s okay if i’m hurt for a day and a year like this

it’s fine even if my heart’s hurts

yes because i’m just in love with you

my bruised heart

is screaming to me to find you

where are you?

can’t you hear my voice?

to me…

if i live my life again

if i’m born over and over again

i can’t live without you for a day

You’re the one i will keep

you’re the one i will love

i’m…yes because i’m happy enough if i could be with you

[ 还好 ]

2010-06-16T12:10:00.005+08:00

虽然姐不在身边但生活还过得去啦! 一直依赖她也不行呵~ 哈哈..已经二十岁了... 要独立了啦! >< 但是希望她不要丢下我不管哦~ xD

Hmm..还记得以前哥要去国外工作的时候,我还会因他而流下想思之泪..虽然姐的goodbye hug有一点让我觉得伤感..但是我没有哭..我就一直告诉自己她会回来的啦! 就微笑的看着她上飞机了~hehe.. 突然觉得我也很想像姐一样出国体会一下不同的世界..xD 说就容易啦! 哈哈.. 我知道我没有勇气也不能离开家人半步的~ 哈哈想想就算了.. 希望以后会和我的亲人一起去韩国吧..那是我暂时最大的心愿!!! xD

姐!我没有很dramatic的哭哦~有点后悔tiam..哈哈..一定要表扬一下你有多好的嘛~让你的朋友知道一下!!! xD

[ 心声 ]

2010-06-09T10:15:00.003+08:00

So close

And still so far

[ 原来他不帅 ]

2010-06-09T01:02:00.003+08:00

我怎么都没想到原来每个人帅的定义和价值观都不一样，他在别人眼中显得不帅但是的确是吸引到我看他．．可能是时候看看别的人人都赞同的美男了．．希望能遇见吧．．哈哈．．看下也好嘛~xD

[ 我只是陌生人]

2010-06-03T13:17:00.002+08:00

我明白

我了解

我懂得

我记得

请上帝

让我忘了吧

谢谢 =]

不要让我想起不想想起的事..

[ W h a t A t t r a c t s M e ? ]

2010-05-31T23:37:00.002+08:00

I really like guys with smiling eyes and strong perfect jawlines! Irresistible..

And most of all guys with perfect fair and flawless skin.. =D

Can't help falling in love with all these attributes..

[ F i r s t D a y ]

2010-05-19T00:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday (since it had passed 12am) xD was the first day I worked with my new supervisor, I was anxious at first but I was relieved right after I started my work. Its not that bad, for first day xD I hope it continues like that.. Hehe.. Hmm.. My supervisor seemed very young and happy go lucky kindda girl which really makes me feel comfortable working for her.. My job yesterday were doing some document scanning and arranging the magazines in the rack.. Its a pretty easy job, and I have completed 3 hours for such easy task.. I hope my working period will be as easy going as yesterday.. Hope I can maintain a good relationship with my new supervisor and cooperates well.. xD

[ 人真的很现实 ! ]

2010-05-17T22:37:00.002+08:00

今天看了某些人的反应, 真的觉得这世界上人类都是现实的东西! 需要你的时候就会"死缠烂打"不要了就当你是透明人! 有够够力的啦! 今天总算让我看清楚你! 很不想这么说, 但是你真的是活该!!!

[ I H a t e F a r e w e l l s ]

2010-05-07T15:11:00.004+08:00

The above is my farewell email for my scholarship supervisor who had been there for me for few semesters. I've been seeing her for almost a year. Hmm.. I'm really gonna miss her very much. She really had made my scholarship working period so easy and I doubt whether I can find someone like her in the future of my working period. I wishes her all the best in her career~! I'll never forget her.. =]

[ N e w C o l o u r , N e w C h a p t e r o f M y L i f e ]

2010-05-07T13:40:00.002+08:00

My favourite colour is no longer black

Why?

I got inspired through a movie entitled Boogieman

In the movie a boy was asked, "What is your favourite colour?"

He answered, "Black"

The person replied, "Black is not a colour, black is no colour so it cannot be considered as a colour."

The person add on, "Well, white is all colour and black is of no colour. Its the rule of the spectrum of light."

The boy did not said anything in reply.

Hmm..

My favourite colour had always been black, it hadn't change in so many years. From this movie, I found out that I've always been 'no colour'. That's why sometimes I feel like I was alone and sorrowful, but everything change now, I am confirm that I am not 'black' anymore instead I AM 'White'. Life is full of ups and downs, cheerful atmosphere might be represented by bright colour such as yellow, blissfulness portrayed through colours like purple and white, and anger represented by red perhaps..

Life is all colours and I had indeed accepted this fact, I won't be no colour anymore instead I am colourful..

All colours are my favorite now except pink, I am still doubting whether am I able to accept pink~ xD

[ 不爽 ]

2010-04-30T23:19:00.003+08:00

我不喜欢别人拿某种事情来开玩笑

一点都不好笑!

不要让我白白的瞎担心! 我可没那么好脾气!

你也懂我的! 就别再有下一次! 我是认真的!

[ 我 beh song ! ]

2010-04-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

If you are not coming back! I'm going to kill myself..

[ 别人不能理解的痛 ]

2010-03-20T21:45:00.002+08:00

Scary thoughts filled my head.. I don't know what will happen in the future.. I don't have the power to make things right.. I'm just like any other ordinary person.. I want a happy family with happy parents and siblings.. Yet, all my wishes are breaking apart.. How do you feel when you see a family arguing so hard because of some foreigner perhaps stranger.. Bond between families is fading away in front of your own eyes.. Although I know there are so much people out there facing more serious problem than I do but for me this is worse enough and I doubt whether I can take more.. I try to soothe myself by sharing it with friends but I found that it is useless.. Nothing and no one can do anything for me.. My head is just as hard as rock, I can't think of anything and the chillness in my heart won't fade away whenever I think of this matter.. My heart aches when I see own people is hurting own people.. People might think it is a small problem but family is the most important thing to me.. Foundation of my life.. If a family can't be a place to rest my head, I doubt there are somewhere else for me..

You might never see this but I really hope you can think back, how we used to be a happy family and now that she comes into our life, everything changed. You have changed, you might not noticed that everyone are giving their best to accept her presence. Please just believe that your family won't hurt you whatsoever.. We will only try our best to protect you, we never want you to be alone.. Today, we respect your decision perhaps forcefully but we won't give up on you.. We will always be the place for you to lean your tired heart and mind. I just hope you can open your eyes and see that. I pray to God to give you every happiness because you are the one I love, this love is not the same as the love everyone pursues, it won't fade.. It will only grow stronger, family loves you my brother.

[ 一个字... 烦 ! ]

2009-09-25T22:12:00.007+08:00

我现在真的是

超级烦~!

为钱烦

为学业烦

为朋友烦

终止就是烦!!!

为什么就是不能体谅?

为什么就是不能礼让?

为什么就是不能忍耐?

为什么我的世界那么烦呵!!!

烦死啦 !

[ T e l e v i s i o n B r e a k D o w n ]

2009-09-25T22:05:00.005+08:00

Arhhh!!! My beautiful tv sudah rosak.. Pity me can't watch Pops In Seoul + Two Days and One Night~! Arghh...

[ K e r a n g & L a l a ]

2009-09-14T22:23:00.003+08:00

Shit! Stupid Fried Kerang and Lala made my stomach so upset.. Ishh..

[ W o r r y ]

2009-09-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

Sigh, I'm really worried.. My brother went to see a fortune teller, he asked about our family members.. Regarding our health and all.. Some matter he talked about is really making me feeling uneasy and worried.. The fortune teller told my brother that there might be someone in my family will get mental problem.. My brother said the person who might get this problem is my younger sister Phoey Fang.. The fortune teller said my younger sister love to compete with others and this might cause her to face this kind of problem.. On the other hand, I am really worried that the one who might get mental problem will be me.. It is because I feel that I'm getting a little bit psycho and sometimes even will talk to myself.. There were times where I felt that I lived in my own world and I also imagined some stuff that definitely will not going to happen.. I am also a person who sometimes will try to compete with others.. Sometimes I also will be bothered by something that doesn't really matters! Just some small things, but it will bother me very much that I need to re-think again and again.. I am also being way too emotional.. I am really worried that I might be the one who is going to get mental problem..

[ C o n f u s i o n ]

2009-09-06T19:25:00.000+08:00

Sometimes really don't understand why God bestow each and every human such different personality or attitude. Some people is just borned to be loved and some is just borned to be hate, wasn't it would be fair if every individual was given the same thing? Sigh, does God create people to love each other or to hate each other or to just use each other as a tool to get what we want. I once heard from a person that Friends are only tools to get something we want and after that Friend is of no use, we will forget about him or her bak kata pepatah kacang lupakan kulit. He or she told me its just what life is meant to be, the World is just a stage with characters using each other to gain benefits for themselves. After listening, I'm quite confused.. Am I supposed to be treat friends as Friends as in we can talk to them just about anything without the fear of them betraying us? Can we really tell them secrets? Or as what he or she said, we should just treat them as tools as they would also treat us the same way. We just pay back what he or she did to us. Sigh.. I don't know ah! How? Should I have faith? If I did, am I being stupid?

[ I H o p e ]

2009-08-28T17:32:00.000+08:00

My sister helped me found a job.

I worked as some sort of assistant, reminder or maybe just helping with some documentation and filing.

It is a quite easy job, the salary is RM 300 per month

I only need to go to the office once a week to hand in stuff that I've done

The other days, I only need to stay at home and remind my boss about his client's stuff

Its really easy, flexible and convenient

I started working the day after my final exam

I met him for the first time too

He gave me some task and I'd completed it

At the end of the week, I met him at the office and he gave me work to do

I finished it and he gave me more for me to complete it at home

Today, I went to the office and hand in work that I've done

My sister was with me

After a few hours, my boss asked my sister to follow him to next door

I didn't feel anything as I was doing my work

Suddenly, my sister asked me to follow her

My boss kept saying unecessary things about my school time and all sorts of thing

My sister cut his 'crap'

She just asked him to get to the main point

My boss can't seem to spit out the thing he was gonna say

So, my sis told me that this might be the last day I work there due to my :

1. University Schedule

2. Transportation (My sister)

3. Amount of salary

4. Insufficient tasks (Doesn't worth the price)

At first, I thought that it was my fault

In my mind, I think that it must be something I've done that is so wrong that I got fired

After knowing the reasons, I felt relieved because my sister told me that it's not my fault

Its because of the above reasons

At that moment, I was relieved

Despite knowing that its not my fault at all,

I still remember few days back, I told my sister that I don't really like this job

Its because I need to sit all day in front of the computer and do the job that was given

If I can choose, I would rather stand and sell clothes

I really felt grateful to my sister for helping me find such a great job

I'm really grateful

Thank you so much my sister

Sometimes I felt that I've began to be lazy

I don't want to work and just want to stay at home

I've begin to feel that I'm being useless

Sigh..

I should take my brother as a role model

I Hope

I can be as determined and as hardworking as him

He spends all of his youth and time to gain money just to support our family financially

Not just financially but he also gave us much love and moral support

I Hope

I will be like him, maybe not now but perhaps in the future

My sister told my brother that I got 'fired' in the afternoon,

while I just told him that I was working together with sister in the morning

When he knew about the news, he quickly sent me a message asking if I'm okay

He even told me not to rush to search for jobs when he himself was working hard

Just to support us

I'm really sorry brother, I really let you down

I'm not being enthusiastic

How can I feel happy when I was told that this was my last day?

I'm a total freak I guessed, I smiled broadly when my boss and sister told me the matter

Maybe it's really because I don't like the job

Well, I guessed that I will find a better job

Maybe not better but a job that I'll be happy to work on it

Actually when my boss gave me the wages today (RM 150 for two weeks)

I felt some sort of guilt because I didn't really helped him much

I just helped with reminding him about some stuff and some documentation

I'm really sorry boss, I guessed you did not fully utilized me

At the end of the day, he shook hand with me and told me that he wished to work again with me

=.=

Its okay to work for him but the work is really quite boring

Well, if we really have the chance to work again

You can fully utilized me then

If and only if though

I'm honored to be your employee, that's true =]

I Hope

I can be as determined as the previous me

Brother! You must be happy and get over the obstacles

I promised that you will be proud of me as I will take care of you in the very future

I Hope I can though ><

I will be full of enthusiasm after this incident!

I will find money $$$$

My mind will be family, studies & money!

[ H a p p y B i r t h d a y B r o t h e r ! ]

2009-07-07T22:43:00.001+08:00

Seng-il Chukahamnida !

Seng-il Chukahamnida ~

Salang hae Oppa yah ~!

Seng-il Chukahamnida~!

Happy Birthday Bro !

Brother with the cheese~ cake bought by Melvin & Phoey Mun Sis

Brother & Pann Sis [ GF ]

Mom & Dad [ Peace ! ]

Phoey Mun Sis & Melvin Gor~xD

Phoey Fang & Phoey Khee... Teehee

Blowing Candles~ HooOOo...

Whole Family Take Photos Together Wei~

[ Phoey Ling Sis is represented by her two sons ! 因为她在喂乃 ! xD ]

Photos with the Birthday Boy ! Tadaa~ xD

Brother & Pann Sis

Brother & Phoey Mun Sis

Brother & PK [ Me ]

Brother & Phoey Fang

Brother & Long Yi [ Phoey Ling Sis's Son ]

Random Photos of Those Who Attend !

Long Shen & Long Yi [ Peace ! xD]

Another Shot of them ! [ Best Bros Forever ! ]

Melvin + Long Shen + Long Yi

Another Shot of Phoey Fang before back home ~ xD

背影杀手 !

Gor gor ! Want take the cake together? Teehee~ Or leave it to us? >.<

PF : Go loh go loh ! Don't talk loh ! xD

PF : Aiya ! I go lah.. Wanna get home fast ! Bye bye bye bye ~ xD

-THE END-

[ P/S : Really sayang that Phoey Ling Sis didn't managed to take photos with us.. Next time must treasure time and take 'banyak banyak' ! I want our whole family take one Whole Family Photo ! Father + Mother + Brother + Sisters 全家副! ] xD

[ D e l i c i o u s S p a g h e t t i ! ]

2009-07-07T22:00:00.000+08:00

RM 10.20

This plate of spaghetti is super duper delicious!

That day, my parents brought me to an ordinary 'char chan teng'

As usual, there're food like 'char kuey teow,' curry mee and others

What I don't know is...

There is a stall selling spaghetti~!

At first, I thought it won't be anything special

But

I'm totally wrong !

It's very delicious !

Although the price might be a little bit more expensive than the other food from other stalls,

It's worth it !

Delicious + Reasonable Price

Try it ! if anyone's interested~

It's totally worth it !

Teehee

[ Location = Maluri ! ]

[ B r o t h e r & U s A t W o n g K o k ]

2009-07-06T23:55:00.000+08:00

Brother peeping on what mama's ordering~ xD [ Bro : Pilih ba~ Pilih baik baik oh! Mau sedap de.. ]

[PM : Faster faster! Very hungry ! ]

[PK : Waa.. So many choices.. Difficult lah~ xD]

[PF : I donno what to eat! Don't force me to choose! Arghh~]

[PM : At last! Something to eat~ Hooo~] xD

Phoey Fang & Phoey Mun [ PM : Come! Take photos while waiting~ Teehee]

Mata "Wu Ying" + Telur 0_0

Brother and mama waiting for food~ xD [Brother : Let me pose pose first ~ ]

Last time also wanna order this, but someone 快我一步 ! This time it's mine ! xD

I love Red Bean since high school ! I also don't know why~ xD

Phoey Mun's Millky Blue [ Nice color ]

Brother + Phoey Mun's Beverage

Mama's 炒牛肉 mee ~ Not bad... xD

It supposed to have 6 pieces, but someone "curi makan" right before I take photos ! PM~

Nice Ice Cream float~ Great appearance... but taste~ Hmm... xD

Cheers~ =)

Yumm~ Sing... PK + PM = YL ( 3 adik-beradik punya minuman )

[ Love the days with brother~ He always give us the best and make us live the life without worries ~ Thanks a lot my dear bro ! = ) Love you forever ]

[ G i f t o f A p p r e c i a t i o n ]

2009-07-04T15:48:00.000+08:00

Few days back

I received a gift from the lecturer I'm working for at UCSI

I'm very happy

Because I felt that my work are appreciated by her

I've been working for her for 3 semester

The first semester, she gave me chocolates

For previous and this semester

She gave me a pen

At first, I thought it is just a normal pen like those we use everyday

In the end

I found out that it's not~

It is Sheaffer brand pen

Most special of all is

It is engraved with my name on it

I love the gift so much

It is the first pen with my name on it

No one alse has it

Plus, she said I had a special name

Love my parents for giving me a special name

Teehee

Just love the pen~ =)

[ 我的依赖]

2009-06-28T13:43:00.000+08:00

地震的夜晚 赶来作伴

 重感冒的凌晨 煮着稀饭

 这个让我哭过的人多么温暖

 我感谢我们不完美 却坦白自然

 我们从牵手放手 又牵手 走过来

愿意为更懂你的心 Spending all my life

每当情绪像海 你只抱我 从不催我讲出来

 我就明白 你是我的依赖

 我们从期待失落 又期待 走过来

 愿意为一起看未来 Spending all my life

 每当变成习惯 生活太淡 总有感动的意外

 就算是幸福都由老天在管

 只借不送 我还是不肯还 用真爱耍赖

 我们从日出日落 又日出 走过来

 愿意为爱你去忙碌 Spending all my life

每当命运变幻 需要狂欢 需要流泪 你都在

我们明白 爱是互相依赖 ~<3

Mom and Dad

Both of you are My Reliance

Thank You

For taking care of me

For being patient with my hot temper

Love both of You

Wish both of you

Long Life

Stay Healthy Forever

(^__^)

[ M i c h a e l J a c k s o n ]

2009-06-28T13:10:00.000+08:00

Michael Jackson

Truly a Legend!!!

Yesterday I watched his concert on 8TV

OMG!

His dance moves is truly Fantastic

Frankly, that was the first time ever

I really watched him singing and dancing

Its just so dazzling~

From the past, I didn't really noticed how amazing he is

I just know that he is the originator of

Moon Walk

Nothing else

After watching the concert

I can guarantee that

No one can ever replace him

He is just Perfect

Its just so heart-breaking

To know that this Legendary Icon

Is Gone Forever

-Michael Jackson-

Please Rest in Peace

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

You will always be in our Heart~ <3

T.T

[ P e r f e c t L i f e ]

2009-06-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

Today, Cy and I met up with a friend

The first time I felt that my my life is rather

-Miserable-

Or maybe his life is just too perfect!

He has a good family background

He found a great part time job

He managed to study

What a perfect life he has!

At least

He would never be bothered by any

Financial Crisis

Like I have!

Sometimes

I might get irritated when he asks me to

Be Positive

Don't stressed out ourselves for the problem

But!

How can I not worry when the problem is never to be solved

I just can't be positive

Take everything easily

I just felt that its hard for me

How I wish I can be as carefree as him

At least I hope I don't have to worry about any financial problem

I just need a perfect life as his!

Maybe

I'm just not hardworking enough

I need to be determined!

I want to live a Perfect Life !

[ R e m i n i s c e n c e _ R e d Z o n e ]

2009-06-24T13:04:00.000+08:00

-Red Zone-

I've been working in this boutique for about 2 years

There used to be two branches

Times Square
&
Sungei Wang

My first day starts off in Times Square Red Zone

Still remember that I nearly gave up after working two days there

But

I manage to get over the obstacles
&
Stayed

Days there were fun

Because

I get to work with

All sorts of people

Eng
Angel
Miki
Shan
Alvin
Ms Lim
Ms Goh
Michelle

I even get to work with my own friends

Yong Yi
I Ryn
Siew Lian

Days back then were fun

We've gone through fun, sad, & special moments

Although we shed tears but it also provides us with lots of laughter

Times Square Red Zone

Ends at 2007

After days at Times Square ended

I return to work with

Sungei Wang Red Zone

Days there was also fun

Although sometimes I might be very lonely for working alone

But I manage to find some entertainments for myself

MSN
Games
YouTube

It was sure a very convenient working place

We can surf the net and study there when it comes to exam

Except!

For some of the neighbor shop

The owners sucks!

Hate them to the max!!!

Sungei Wang Red Zone

Ends at mid of 2009

What a waste!

How I wished it continues

It is so strange that

I'm sad not because I missed the people there

But

I missed the shop itself

Moments there were memorable

I'll always remember my colleagues there

Khai Sin
Rina
Paggie

Now that there will be no Red Zones left

I guessed I need to find another job

I am sure that other job won't be as convenient as Red Zone

Red Zone

Will always be in my mind and heart

As it gave me many memories and experiences

Thank You

-Red Zone-

(^__^)

[ Banana Junk ]

[ 矛 盾 ]

[ P r o v o k e d ! ]

[ U n b e a r a b l e A t m o s p h e r e ]

The Memory_Park Yong Ha

[ 我 爱 我 的 名 字 ]

[ T h a t F e e l i n g ]

[ 永 远 的 第 一 天 ]

[ 时 间 会 带 走 一 些 回 忆 ]

[ 你 不 知 道 的 事 _ 王 力 宏 ]

[ 以 前 的 我 ]

[ 希 望 不 会 死 掉 ]

[ 静 静 的 ]

[ D e s p i c a b l e ! ]

[ A n n o u n c e m e n t 2 ]

[ A n n o u n c e m e n t ]

[ I D o n ' t K n o w Y o u A n y m o r e ]

[ A s T i m e P a s s e s B y ]

[ E c l i p s e ]

[ I t H a s T o B e Y o u ]

[ 还 好 ]

[ 心声 ]

[ 原 来 他 不 帅 ]

[ 我 只是 陌生 人]

[ W h a t A t t r a c t s M e ? ]

[ F i r s t D a y ]

[ 人 真 的 很 现 实 ! ]

[ I H a t e F a r e w e l l s ]

[ N e w C o l o u r , N e w C h a p t e r o f M y L i f e ]

[ 不 爽 ]

[ 我 beh song ! ]

[ 别 人 不 能 理 解 的 痛 ]

[ 一 个 字... 烦 ! ]

[ T e l e v i s i o n B r e a k D o w n ]

[ K e r a n g & L a l a ]

[ W o r r y ]

[ C o n f u s i o n ]

[ I H o p e ]

[ H a p p y B i r t h d a y B r o t h e r ! ]

[ D e l i c i o u s S p a g h e t t i ! ]

[ B r o t h e r & U s A t W o n g K o k ]

[ G i f t o f A p p r e c i a t i o n ]

[ 我 的 依 赖]

[ M i c h a e l J a c k s o n ]

[ P e r f e c t L i f e ]

[ R e m i n i s c e n c e _ R e d Z o n e ]

[ 矛盾 ]

[ 我爱我的名字 ]

[ 永远的第一天 ]

[ 时间会带走一些回忆 ]

[ 你不知道的事 _ 王力宏 ]

[ 以前的我 ]

[ 希望不会死掉 ]

[ 静静的 ]

[ 还好 ]

[ 原来他不帅 ]

[ 我只是陌生人]

[ 人真的很现实 ! ]

[ 不爽 ]

[ 别人不能理解的痛 ]

[ 一个字... 烦 ! ]

[ 我的依赖]